Will this p?

Hi, im 19 nearly 20, and up untill when i turned nineteen i didn't like babies point blank, hated the noise hated the way they need constant attention, my friend had i baby and we went to see her, i completley ignored the baby and my fiance was going all gooey eyed over it but i just wanted to get away,she tried to get me to hold her but i refused really harshly and she looked hurt my boyfriend also thought i was odd.I suppose you could say i was scared of them.But really i think i was frightened the baby would cry and he would think i wouldnt be a very good mom myself.Anyway recently out of the blue i have been thinkin i would really love to have a baby and i know he would be a wonderful father the only thing is im halfway through a degree and hoping to be a teacher,but by the time everythings finished i'l have no money so il have to work a few years before i can even think of getting pregnant won't i?so il be like about 26 27?